THE JOURNEY

I think when things go wrong or when we are waiting on God for something, (especially if it's ending up to be a long wait) we wonder if we screwed up  or took a wrong turn on the proverbial path of life and if so is there a way back? can we get back to where we should be or did we screw things up for good?   If we are trusting in God's promises we must not get too discouraged even when we screw thing up (and at times we always will) "God can work all things for Good, who Love Him and are called to His Plan" If we remain teachable and allow the Holy Spirit to guide us we will inevitably become and think more like Jesus over the Years. We will worry less about ourselves and more about the will of the Father's Kingdom and want to join in His plan to bring the Love and His Truth to those that cross our paths, not by accusing, blaming or preaching at them, but building relationships and allowing the Holy Spirit to complet...

 Well this is were it all happens, were I do a lot of praying, keeping informed, looking for a job, and get the Inspiration to write my Blog. 2 of  my Loving adorable granddaughters (seen here) Love the office, lots to get into grabbing paper from the printer and a pin of the desk to draw, sometimes I go to Disney play house or Nick Jr. and the wait with awe and appreciation as a picture to color comes magically out of the printer. But the favorite is the guitar were the can make music and they love to dance!   I went to my Job interview at the Mustered seed today that's were I have been volunteering they are a non profit Org. that is multifaceted for providing need to the homeless, hurting, and or less fortunate. They offer a food bank, serve 300 to 400 dinners a night offer affordable housing, connect folks in need to other programs they have a job program a mentoring and helping  reintegration for those coming out of jail, a donation center, were clothe...

This Journey were all on is filled with a life time of learning and change, sometimes fast sometimes slow. Its a progressive involvement from the experience and choices we make. Some say "they will never change" some have built strongholds or habits that are so deeply ingrained that probably only God could help them change, if they asked Him to and believe ("He could and would if he were sought.)  For some this change is a miracle that happens "suddenly" put for most it is a process that might take days, months or in my case many years. For me my self-will and stubbornness kept me in bondage in a lot of areas for over 35 years with many small victory's but lots of set backs, relapses and failures.  But I never gave up! every day I would Pray, reach out try to be a "OVERCOMER" no mater how many times I fell short I would eventually try again and you know what? Things got better, sayings would come to my mind that I have learned, (Lead by the Ho...

Do you hear God? How does god speak to us? I have found that the Jesus, the Holy Spirit and our Father in Heaven speak to us constantly every day! He says He will never leave us that he is a constant companion. When I ask God about things I don't very often "feel" like I am getting a answer, but what we feel isn't always the best gauge any way. God speaks to us in so many ways and I find it seems to be a trend of sorts, (over time very often)  The Holy Spirit might bring a thought from the Bible then we hear it through a teacher of the word or a song seems to speak to us in some way. we hear it again on TV, then a Friend or relative seems to be wondering the same thing or is on the same issue and we go to church and hear it again.  I always want a answer right away, sometimes we get it, but mostly God timing seems to be different then ours, but God is always perfect in his timing. Lots of times things even get worse before they get better, then it comes to...

It seems to me that darkness is always trying to cover up the light, but the light wont have it, the Light is stronger and will always eventually dispel the darkness. Unlike my early days were I always wanted everything to be fixed right now! God has matured me, (over a very long time and very  slow progression) to be able to better wait things out. To move with the tide instead of against it you might say. Gods promises are coming exactly when they are supposed to. In the interim hopefully I might just learn a thing a or two along the way. Today I try to listen more then talk, encourage more then criticize and most of all try not to react to quickly to things, people or circumstance, for I have noticed things have a way of working themselves out. When I let God work and not try to run the show as they say "Their is a God and its not me".  So I  personally will try to enjoy this day God created for me, join God in what (and were)...

"May the God of Hope fill you with all Joy and Peace as you Trust in Him, so that you may over flow with Hope by the Power of the Holy Spirit" (Romans 15:13)

I have been waiting six months to hear on a SS benefit hearing from the state's and just found out I was denied.  I have been looking for a job for almost a year and have become very humbled in this attempt. When I was younger and more confident I was positive I could go out and find a job anywhere any time. In resort sales I was one of the best and people were always offering me jobs and I could work anywhere.  Today I applied for several jobs on the Internet and pray God will open a door and show me favor, I am a little baffled as to why he hast led me to a good job already? But I have every confidence that a great job is out there for me and soon I will be working and thank full for answered prayer! I have been volunteering at the mustered seed and my church, keep the house clean (most the time) and have had the wonder full Blessing of wacthing my granddaughters a lot building a great relationships with them I will keep on doing my part and applying for obs until I f...

God Bless you all Today!   How are you doing today? Last night we had are darling granddaughters, Rorie and Audrey overnight, it is such a blessing to learn all over the wisdom and simple faith of children.  It has taken me over 40 some years to develop the habit of praying every morning before I start my day,(after I grab a cup of coffee of course)  I use a prayer I learned that goes like this " God I offer myself to you to build with me and do with me as you will, relive me from the bondage of self, talk away my difficulty's that victory over them may bare witness to those I may help of your Love your Power and your way of live, may I do your will aways"  Then I will pray more from my heart and ask the Holy Spirit to be with me and guide me. I remind myself that today is a new day and I should live it to its utmost! I remind myself to be thank full of all of Gods Blessings and try to Kindle the Hope that maybe Today my answers to things I am waiting for or...

Shortly after being prayed for by some Christan brothers to baptized in the Holy spirit (The indwelling of the redemptive power of God to Help and Guide us on our Journey) There seemed to be a Spiritual Vail lifted I could feel the powers of good and evil in a new way. The Holy Spirit would seem to lead me to talk or say something to some one or simply to pray for a person or situation, I could now sense a spiritual warfare going on as I went about my everyday life. There was one night I had a dream: I was in a beautiful park siting on the ground with several people praying, all of a sudden a young woman started to curse, blaspheme, yelling in what sounded like many voices angrily thrashing about, everyone stoped praying and I thought some one needs to cast out this demon! when no one else did anything I stood up and said boldly "I command you to come out of this girl in Jesus name!" immediately she started convulsing violently then it seemed to leave her as she fell to the...

When I was a teenager,  I got into some big trouble with the law, after a hitchhiking  adventure with a friend and our girlfriends.  I ended up in court and my Dad had found a way to get me into a non profit mission Org. called youth with a mission, in Lew of jail time. (This was a place for people that loved God and wanted to serve Him, they had never took a "Troubled Kid" as it were before)  I had always Loved God despite the fact I had been living the rebellious life "drinking, sex,  drugs and Rock and Roll" and was very much against authority. During this time however I never quit asking my self the "Age old Questions"Why, What when and were???   There were dorms were I had a bunk I remember a young man taking to me about how he was a homosexual and was empty and dead inside until he gave his heart to God and was filled with the Holy Spirit he said "Jesus shed his sweet precious Innocent Blood to pay for our crimes and restore us to God o...

   The 'good news' of Jesus Christ is the gospel message that Jesus did what we cannot do - He died as a substitute in our place to make atonement for our sins and put all who believe or trust in Him into a right relationship with God. His resurrection is the 'seal' or assurance of all He did on Calvary and was certainly 'good news' to the frightened and unbelieving disciples who were 'slow to believe' all that was taught about this both in the Old Testament and by Jesus Himself, as well as to all believers since.   Romans 1:16 (King James Version) 16For I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ: for it is the power of God unto salvation to every one that believeth; to the Jew first, and also to the Greek. John 3:16 is possibly amongst the most quoted verses in the New Testament which summarizes the gospel message.   John 3:16 (King James Version) 16For God so loved the world , that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever...

I am finding a great desire to share more of my experiences, failures and trials of my life how God has been with me through them and that just maybe others will find hope and encouragement and reach out to God and each other for help. We need each other and we all need a healing touch in areas of are life or encouragement just to make it though one more day.  So today I PRAY THAT YOU FIND HOPE AND BE ENCOURAGED!